Cycle 2 - Day 18 New Year's Eve - Back in Hospital

Niamh had a good morning but woke up from her afternoon sleep quite unsettled and with a mild fever of 37.3. After 30 minutes it had reached 38. When a child under chemo reaches 38 they need to be treated immediately with antibiotics in case of possible severe infections.

We called the clinic to let them know of our imminent arrival. By the time we got there the antibiotics had already been prescribed and we were told that we would be admitted for 48hrs min. At least we knew the deal straight away.

She was given two antibiotics through her central lines and they took blood for blood cultures and blood count. Her blood counts are still very low: no white cells and haemoglobin level down to 8.2. She will most likely need a blood transfusion tomorrow. Niamh's oncologist is on call this weekend so will be keeping a close eye on Niamh's progress.

As there were no free beds on ward 15, we are now on ward 10 (where we started, neurosurgery ward). It is reassuring as it means they can monitor the fluid on her head and her neurological development. It is also nice as we know the staff. Plus they have given us our own cubicle with ensuite to keep Niamh away from any more bugs.

So New Year in hospital. At least we had Christmas at home, we can't really complain. Doubt she will start cycle 3 on Tuesday but you never know.
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Kidney Test

... Also found out today that her kidneys are normal. Phew.
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Cycle 2 - Day 17 - Blood Count Low

A long visit to the hospital today. Our appointment with the oncologist in the Clinic was for 11.30am. All was going great, everyone was pleased with Niamh's progress with her crawling and willingness to progress, she looks well, etc. The oncologist wanted her to have blood test done today to see whether she still needed the GCSF which she started two days ago. (The GCSF is given to help her white blood cells recover, it is an injection in the leg and it really hurts!).

At 1pm she had the last chemo of this cycle, the vincristine, had a blood test and a line dressing change. They asked us to hang around in the area for an hour so the decision could be made regarding the GCSF. Off we went to grab some lunch happy thinking that she may not need it anymore.

Disappointment when we came back an hour later, not only she still needs the GCSF and will need it for quite a few more days but also we were told that her blood counts had dropped and she needed a platelet transfusion. Haemoglobin were 9.2, Platelets 24 and White Cells less than 0.1, which means that she has no neutrophils, ie. she is neutropenic (no immune system). We were expecting this to happen but earlier in the week.

So we waited till the platelets arrived and had the transfusion done, followed by the GCSF injection. By the time we could go home around 5pm, we decided to go via ward 10 and see if the neurosurgeons could have a look at the fluid on Niamh's head where she has the scar. On Christmas day the fluid had gone down a lot and her head was near 'normal'. By Tuesday it was back up and also seemed a little firmer to the touch than usual. Also she was sick twice today which concerned us in terms of the pressure in her brain. The neurosurgeons had a look but did not seem concerned which is reassuring. They say it is hard to explain why it goes up and down but unless she gets very drowsy or the fluid under her scar is no longer soft, then we should not worry.

So we are glad to be home this evening and hoping we can stay home till next week. The community nurses will continue with the GCSF every day till further notice and also will do blood tests on Sunday and Monday. If Monday's blood results are good, then she will start Cycle Three on Tuesday. If her blood counts haven't fully recovered it may be delayed by a day or two.

Apart from all this, Niamh has been very well over the last few days, she is continuing with her progress and her desire to stand and crawl. She enjoys showing off her new skills to anyone that comes through the door. Very cute. It is hard to believe her blood counts have dropped as she looks well and doesn't seem particularly more tired than usual.

Cycle 2 - Day 14 Home

Niamh is making fantastic progress with her standing and crawling. She can't get enough of it. It is great but scary at times as she seems to be getting quite adventurous with her newly refound skills.

A bit puzzled about her blood counts which we have just got this evening. We were expecting her to be neutropenic by now but everything is up, her neutrophils are 3.8 which is pretty good as they were only 1.8 last wednesday. They probably can still go down this week as she had the last dose of chemo on Thursday. The oncologist would like her to start the dreaded cycle 3 next Tuesday (4th).


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Cyle 2 - Day 11 Christmas Eve

We're home! Mulled wine (first alcoholic drink in two months) and crispy duck in the oven. Girls enjoying being together and very much looking forward to father christmas' visit.

Niamh has had a nice day. Her blood counts haven't dropped yet, probably over weekend. Community nurse will come on Monday for blood test and gcsf.

For now merry christmas everyone!
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Cycle 2 - Day 10 last day of drugs

Niamh has had an ok day today, a bit tired and grumpy at times but on the whole ok. Her blood counts are starting to go down, but her white cells and neutrophils are still ok so far. She has just had a blood transfusion as her haemoglobin was nearing 8.

Chemodrugwise, she's had vincristime, cyclophosphamide and etoposide. Quite a lot in one day really.

We have been keeping her on very low amount of food to avoid too much sickness. So far she has only been sick once (about 15 mins ago).

She was actually weighed yesterday and she was 15.4kg which seems quite a lot as she was 14kg when diagnosed two months ago.

She does seem in pain every now and then but hard to know where the pain is and she won't say. As she tends to get over it within a few minutes she hasn't had any painkillers.

So the plan is still for us all to be home tomorrow evening on time for Father Christmas. It would be lovely but let's wait and see.
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Cycle 2 - Day 9 Hospital

We only got admitted to the clinic at 2pm and yet it feels like a very long day.

The ward was full so we only got a bed at 7pm this evening. Niamh started the fluids at 2.30 then had the cyclophosphamide at 5.30 for an hour and then more fluids. If all goes well (ie. She wees the right amount) they will give her the cyclophosphamide at 3.30 tomorrow which would mean that we could go home on Friday late afternoon.

She is continuing the daily etoposide till tomorrow night so if we do go home on Friday it will be without any chemo. No chemo drugs on christmas eve nor christmas day!

Niamh was very well at home this morning, did the best crawling so far. When we arrived at the clinic this afternoon and she was given a bed, she wasn't very pleased. We had a few tears. She eventually settled back into hospital life.

She has been playing happily, made tea with her teaset for the neurosurgeons when they came to check up on her. They were kindly entertained.

This evening she is exhausted, yet only just falling asleep now (10pm). She seems in pain at times (a couple of loud scream), not sure what it is, suspecting it may hurt when she passes urine due to the chemo today. She is on so much fluids that she is constantly weeing so hmmm!

Hard to believe that we were meant to be on a ferry to France tomorrow night.
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Cycle 2 - Day 8 Preparing for the Hospital :(

Niamh has had another lovely day at home. She was keen to show off her standing and crawling to Nanny on the web-cam. It is still early days with her physical abilities but it is reassuring that she wants to try.

She has really enjoyed her week at home. Unfortunately back to the hospital tomorrow for 2 nights (minimum).

We are now half way through Cycle Two in terms of the drugs:
She has so far had Etoposide and Temozolomide from last Tuesday to Saturday, then Etoposide only until this evening.
In hospital she will have Cyclophosphamide tomorrow as well as Thursday. This needs to be given with lots of fluids (mesna) to protect her bladder so she will be on a drip for the next three days. She is also due some Vincristine tomorrow. Then Friday and Saturday more Etoposide hopefully from home and then a few days off before her last dose of Vincristine on Wednesday in a week. Then Cycle 2 will be done! Phew!

It would be nice to be home for Christmas, at least for the girls to open their presents but we are being quite realistic that it may not happen.

It is likely that Niamh will be neutropenic in the next couple of days (high risks of infections).

Cycle 2 - Day 7

Another lovely day at home. Niamh has been very playful: lots of tickling, cheekiness and grabbing her sister for cuddles. The weakness on her right side seems to be getting better, she is using both right arm and leg very well. She has impressed us a few times today by bringing her legs right up and counting her toes (well just sound, no actual talking). This all suggests that Niamh is reabsorbing her CSF and there is not too much pressure in her head at this stage (we hope!). She does have quite a lot of fluid under her scar, but the neurosurgeons have not been concerned with this, so we don't worry either (hmm try not to).

At dinner time, she wanted to have a plate and a fork. We put a few pasta in her plate thinking she could play with them. Next thing we knew, she had put one in her mouth. We all panicked a little but luckily it went down with only a little coughing. She did not seem too shaken by it, instead she wanted more. We didn't want her to have more though as not the easiest food to practice on.

It is now 9.30pm, Niamh is happily sitting in our bed, playing with daddy's electric guitar and watching Charlie and Lola. She is looking very happy and not ready for sleep even though we are.

(After weeks of wanting to watch 'In the Night Garden' over and over, she now seems over it. Phew!!)

Cycle 2 - Day 6

We are still at home!!! Niamh woke up early this morning, 6am instead of the usual 8.30am lie in. She seemed very uncomfortable and wanted to go downstairs straight away. She vomited as soon as she got downstairs (first vomit since we've been home). She felt better after it.

The day has been pretty smooth. She did some good assisted standing and a little bit of bottom shuffling. She is a bit more shaky than she has been recently and also seems a bit weaker but on the whole she is doing well. She is very cuddly and loving.

Emilie is much better today.

We have another couple of days at home (hopefully) and then back to the hospital on Wednesday for two nights (or longer).

Cycle 2 - Day 5 - Snowy Day

Not much to report. Niamh is still doing well. She has been sitting with us at the table at mealtimes. Last night she even took a spoon and put some mashed potatoes in her mouth. She did well with the first mouthful, the second one didn't go so well. A lot of coughing. The speech and language therapist has told us to play with food with Niamh to get her used to it again. She is definitely able to swallow but she seems to have forgotten when to. Also she is not able to move her tongue much.

We took her for a little walk in the snow which was lovely.

Emilie is still quite feverish, possibly the flu. We are concerned for Niamh but so far she is ok. Niamh has had the flu vaccine.

The bedtime chemotherapy drugs are getting a little less stressful.

Cycle 2 - Day 4 - Still home

Yesterday was a nice peaceful day. Niamh is loving being home. She doesn't have a huge amount of energy but she is very smily.

Giving the chemo drugs in the evenings is a bit stressful but hopefully with time it will get easier.

Today is going well so far, Niamh has been dancing to the music on the radio whilst playing playdough at the table. It is nice to see her sit at the table (the week before she was diagnosed, she had no balance and couldn't sit on a chair).

The slight problem right now is that Emilie is ill with a slight temperature, a cough and runny nose. Keeping them apart is not easy.
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Cycle 2 - Day 2 - Home

An evening at home as a family, amazing feeling, two beautiful daughters peacefully asleep, even more amazing!

It has been another long day. The kidney test didn't start till 12 and took four hours. They first put a small amount of a radioactive substance through her central line and then took blood every hour for three hours . We should find out how it went later in the week.

Then she had to endure another central line dressing change, followed by the second dose of the swine flu jab. Phew.

Then we waited and waited and waited and eventually got discharged with all her chemo drugs to be administered at home (scary).

She first had temozolomide, then etoposide (same as last night). It is a bit hard pushing these drugs down her tube knowing how toxic they are.

Niamh had a very good session with the physio today. Hoping to keep up the progress tomorrow with some 'mummy physio'.
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Chemo Cycle 2 - Day 1

No shunt required. The scan looked better! So chemo cycle two starting this evening, kidney test tomorrow and hopefully home tomorrow evening.


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Cycle 1 - Day 21 - Success

The harvest cell transplant went very smoothly today, they successfully collected three times more cells than required (yeah!). Niamh was very good throughout, slept in fact for the last two hours.

The ct scan will be tomorrow morning. If the scan is good, then she will start the next cycle of chemo tomorrow or Wednesday and we may get to go home. If the scan is not good, then I guess we will be moving to Ward 10 for surgery on Wednesday.

Niamh has been doing great all day, sitting very straight, using her right hand very well. She had the best physio session since she started chemo: she did lots of standing and had a go at bottom shuffling and crawling.

Niamh is now bored of being in the isolation room, she wants to get out and play. No loose nappy today so hopefully we will be able to leave the room tomorrow.
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Cycle 1 - Day 20

Another lovely day as we got to take Niamh home again for the afternoon. She absolutely loves being home and playing with Emilie.

She is no longer leaning on the right which is fantastic. The fluid on the top of her head seems to have gone down too. We are really hoping that this means that she may not need a shunt.

Tomorrow is a big day: harvest in the morning and hopefully scan and decision regarding the shunt in the afternoon.

If the neurosurgeon decides that Niamh doesn't need a shunt, Niamh will probably start cycle two chemo on Tuesday. This cycle is also 10 days but can be administered at home using the ng tube.
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Cycle 1 - Day 19

Nice day today as we got to take Niamh home for the afternoon. She really enjoyed being home. She has been sitting well with no leaning on the right. All quite confusing but great if it continues.
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Cycle 1 -Day 18 - A Non Productive Day

A frustrating day today.

The specialist nurses got the machine for the harvest cell transplant ready around 10.30am. When we took Niamh to the room, she got v scared and distressed. We eventually calmed her down so we could start at 11am. Unfortunately when the nurse checked the central lines, she was able to flush them but not draw blood from them. She put some special product in the line for an hour, that didn't work. Asked an IV specialist nurse to have a go at unblocking the lines but no result. For the harvest machine to work, there needs to be a good flow of blood coming out of the line. They then asked a doctor to put a canula in Niamh's hand (another traumatizing moment). They were hoping to use the canula to draw the blood into the machine and flush it back through her central line. It was working on and off for about an hour but eventually gave up due to lack of pressure. It is so disappointing as we were in that room for 6 hours, her cd34 count was perfect and yet we came out with nothing.

They have checked her cd34 count for today and it is now 1000, double what it was yesterday. They expect that there will be enough on Monday morning to try again as long as the lines are unblocked. It is such a shame that it is now the weekend as tomorrow would have been ideal. Unfortunately the lab where the cells are kept frozen are closed on weekends.

Apart from this frustrating episode which took most of the day Niamh has been well. Her neurological symptoms are still worse in the morning, better in the evening. The neurosurgeon says that the pressure in the head is usually worse in the morning.

As for the shunt, the plan is for her to have a scan on mon or tues and make a decision by wed.
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Cycle 1 - Day 17 - some good news

Good news today, she is no longer neutropenic. In fact her white blood cells have gone from 0.7 yesterday to 6.4 today, she has 2.2 neutrophils. They have checked her CD34 for the harvest cell transplant and it is more than 500 which the nurse said is phenonemal. They only need 50 to carry the transplant so she reckons it should work well tomorrow.

We are hoping to do the harvest cell transplant tomorrow morning (it takes about 4 hours) unless the surgeon decides he wants to operate on her in the morning (shunt). The neuro team hasn't been yet and she hasn't had a scan either, she is not drowsy at all so hopefully the shunt can wait.

Niamh has been well and happy all day. This morning she had very little balance and could hardly sit up which she found frustrating. She was leaning on the right too much. By the evening she was sitting straight using her right arm and hand almost normally.


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Mohawk - for One Day Only.

Today and probably for today only. Niamh is sporting a fabulous Mohawk.